Learning

Maturity is the ability to control my impulses, to think beyond the moment, and consider how my words and actions will affect things before i act. As most of us know, this is not always an easy task. By becoming more submissive I feel I am becoming more mature.

Control is very sexy. A man who is in control of himself, his life, and his surroundings is very attractive. It's attractive to me. It's sort of thrilling to have my husband in control. I think that it might not be power which attracts me but the control he seems to have over himself and me.

The more I try to become more submissive, the more I realize it is a personal journey. No one can decide my submissive limits but me. Discovering and learning to be submissive isn't a sudden change. It's almost like a process you have to ease into. The harder I try the harder it is. Hopefully it becomes easier as I become used to our new lifestyle.

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